I know I haven’t been on this blog in forever, but I won’t be posting on it anymore. I have a new blog entirely. Please follow me on there! I’ll be hunting down all the people I follow on this blog and following them on my new blog (if I still like the posts and such). I haven’t decided if I’m going to take this one down completely yet, but it’s very much a possibility. If you have any questions you can ask me on my other blog and I’ll make sure to answer in a timely manner!
Thanks a bunch,
I am the way I am because people have lead me to believe that I’m worthless, only useful when they decide. I’ve been lead to believe the nastiest things about myself, and that self consciousness and feelings of hopelessness and worthlessness are ingrained in my very being. Change is against the grain, and very, very difficult for me to muster.
I wish anything I wrote or said or thought had meaning, but none of it ever does, never will.
My existence in itself is meaningless.
Honestly I wish I had the means to end it entirely.